Starstuff - June 18, 2023

Starstuff by Shivani - Death. Happens to everyone. In different ways; loss of a job, relationship, status, home or the death of a person we love til no end. It can trigger grief so deep you are unable to continue with whatever you were doing. This changes your whole view of life, it shatters your values and makes you stop and think about how on earth we ended up here? Am I spending time with the people I love and am I doing meaningful things? For what is the meaning of us being here more than leaving memories for a loved one to hold? The past month I had to drop everything and travel far to be near my mother as she departed from this life. As Gemini, in true fashion, I have had two mothers in this life. My first mother, who gave birth to me, passed away 2003 when North Node, was in Taurus, my 12th house. And as I am experiencing a Nodal return from that moment, my second mother passes. My Stepmother, whom I call mother, was my spiritual mother. She came into my life when I was 9 years old. She embodied motherhood and taught me how to love unconditionally. Together with my father she embodied marriage in it’s purest form. The love they shared was strong and firm as a shining diamond. Rest in peace my beloved Mama Maj-Lis. The depths of our foundation is trembling as Pluto is back in Capricorn, Saturn is retrograde, and Venus in Leo is preparing for retrograde. New Moon in Gemini square Neptune has the power to dream big and dissolve thoughts. Juno conjunct -Sun What is a true relationship? What’s real and what’s not? Think back to October/November when Neptune squared Mars around the same degrees, you might get a little something coming back at you. Take your time and set intentions for the next half of the year. Every moment you have a choice, change is inevitable and even though we make choices it is somehow, also written in the stars. Life is but a dream, so fleeting and oh, so magical! Take Care of your Self and your loved ones, embrace every moment! Starry Blessings Shivani Picture from talented Yuri Beletsky